you were the first person
i ever tried to convince myself
i did not love.
you were the first time
i denied the lava in my stomach.you were perfect for me.
there was nothing about us
that didn’t make sense,
and yet i turned away.for some reason,
i have such good timing
but such bad luck, and so
i always end up in the
arms of the wrong people.
i always end up
alone again.even when i feel alone,
you are there to console me.
and i have finally realized that
if i were with you, you probably
wouldn’t have to be consoling me.
with you, i would be happy.
and that scares me.
“we accept the love we think we deserve” // a.s.m
Silenticel 