I was caught midway between the calm and the storm– calling out to be saved, not yet understanding that I was my own life boat.
Tag: mine
I am looking at a cat, but seeing a lion and sometimes puddles seem like oceans, and I cannot see that I will not drown.
Speechless
Last night I dreamt in poems, but when I awoke, I’d forgotten the words.
Dear Erin,
I know sometimes you feel
like you’re walking down a sidewalk runway
and the spotlight is on you;
that there is too much of you to love.
But look at yourself, my dear:
you are a monument to
the human race.
There is history written in
the architecture of your bones,
stories embroidered in the strands
of your eyes,
and generations hidden in your face (your father’s
nose and your grandmother’s hips).
You are home to an ever-expanding
universe inside you
with skies of electric neurons,
blue vein-rivers and sandy skin shores.
The earth has made you her reflection:
curves like meandering streams,
moon-eyes, and thighs
strong and rooted trees.
Do not let anything uproot you.
You are a flower, my love,
and you cannot be afraid to bloom.
Imagine how bland the spring would be
if the orchids and lilies were too shy
to blossom.
The universe does not want
a bouquet of only roses.
Poesia
The world is quiet, let her sleep. Sometimes poems come through dreams.
Miscommunication
You were so preoccupied
waiting, listening for
i love you,
that you didn’t see I was
pushing on mountains for you,
spelling it out in everything
I did.
Hot Water
Don’t believe the sirens
in your ears.
They aren’t real,
they aren’t here.
Trust Fall
Before you can listen to your heart, you must learn to trust it.
I Am A Tornado But You Touched Me Like I Was A Flower
I am thick thighs and a mess of hair
bitten nails and bloody thumbs,
clumsy feet and a mind on overdrive–
a tornado is not supposed to be
beautiful.
But you touched me like I was
inside out,
like you had seen my bones
spun from widow’s silk
and feared that
with just your lips you could destroy me.
Hay Em Yes (I am Armenian)

** just a note for the many who aren’t armenian, hayi achker means “Armenian eyes” and red, blue, and orange are the Armenian flag colors 🙂