4/24/1915

i think I was born with
the taste of their blood in my mouth;
their story intertwined with mine 
long before i was old enough
to start writing it.

the word genocide 
passed down through generations–
an unwanted inheritance
laying heavy on our lips and 
etched into the lines on
our palms. 

a word small enough to hold
in the palms of your
hands holds the history
of a nation.
a word comprised of the lives
of 1.5 million, written in sets of
footprints in desert sands.

we are a people defined
by genocide
we are the generations born
from the blood spilled before
us– a people who will fight to
have their history
bloom bloody red 
with a stem of thorns. 

their battle, 
their blood, their lives 
are now ours. 
There is no their
We are our

Letter To My Future Self

When did you stop singing

in the shower? 

When did you stop dancing in front of the mirror

in your underwear? 

When did you stop being amazed

as colors melted into the evening sky? Or upon seeing 

the stars peek out from behind the night? 

When did you stop jumping in puddles and

catching snowflakes on your tongue

and eyelashes? 

At what point did people stomp on your feet

so hard

that you no longer dreamt

of flying?

Hitch Hiker

One day
my heart skipped a beat
and I realized you’d made your home
in the caverns between my ribcage.
You treaded on my heart
while it was still soft,
skimming your hands along
the white walls.
You filled
the empty space,
you left nothing
untouched. 

Autumn

Fuck. 
I’m falling again. 
It’s funny how even after the millionth time, 
my stomach still tries to escape
through my mouth. 
I’m unattached and
the wind cradles me, rocking me
in her arms.  
For once it is just my veins and my skin
and my stem: 
just me. 
When the ride is over and
her hands slide me onto the ground, 
I am destined to become
dirt.