I’m somewhere in between
fuck you and please don’t
leave me.
Tag: original poetry
We Look For Answers
in the palms of our hands,
on narrow roads that
twist and intersect.
in wishing well eyes,
uprooting the fibrous tunic in
our frantic pursuit.
in echoing cathedrals
where we lay our souls upon
wilting flower beds.
in brilliant garbage dumps,
piled high, distorted into
siren’s songs.
in the mountains and grasslands and
the coursing veins that run through
the dirt we were and will be.
in the folded up papers
whose true triviality is unknown
until we are weaved
back into the earth.
in the booming echoes of
our voices as we stand on
elevated hills and yell into the valleys
below.
where they cannot be found,
for they reside far beyond
existence.
What’s Your Name?
Your eyes
make me nostalgic for
something I have yet
to experience.
Buzz
The entire universe was under my eyelids
and for one instant, I felt the buzz of my brain
folding in on itself, like the caving
sides of a melting candle.
There is a numbness to being
a million tiny pieces of mosaic, but also
one large silhouette
all at once.
Idk
Why did
me
have to love
you?
Eric
I don’t want you to want anything
with anyone else.
I want you to be happy
w a n t i n g only me
The way I am content
d r e a m i n g only
of you.
Closure
When you walked out
of my heart, you left
the door wide open.
I poured my soul out
on a paper plane
and chucked it through the
fragile frame,
hoping you’d read the words:
“Please come home.”
I sat for weeks, waiting for you
to close the gaping hole
you carelessly left;
for you to walk through and
apologize for letting the bugs in, you hadn’t meant to, it was a mistake.
but you never did,
so I got up and closed
the damn door myself.
All I See Of Souls Are Their Bodies
Less
less
less
I can always do more
to eat less—to feed
the insatiable
hunger for starvation,
the challenge to be
stronger.
No is my power,
my strength, my protection.
I am strong when I say no.
More
more
more
I can always do more
to see less—less fat,
less thigh, less stomach,
less arm, less cheek.
More beautiful, beautiful bone.
Crumble
She was Michelangelo’s David.
She was my Venus de Milo.
She was my goddess, the centerpiece to my world.
Her back tall, arms strong, eyes sure,
the words that spilled from
her lips were the vertical control that moved
my wooden arms, my painted lips.
They were truth.
But rains came.
Winds blew.
Snow froze and cracked
my stone goddess
until one day, I touched her and
all she was was gone.
Dark
It devours me
from the inside out; pulling
me under the surface, and I’m
too tired to resist.
It’s weight comforts me
like a blanket and lulls me into
a sleep I wish to never wake from.