There was no hurricane warning the morning you hit me.
Tag: original poetry
I will always want you, but I will never need you.
I Am A Tornado But You Touched Me Like I Was A Flower
I am thick thighs and a mess of hair
bitten nails and bloody thumbs,
clumsy feet and a mind on overdrive–
a tornado is not supposed to be
beautiful.
But you touched me like I was
inside out,
like you had seen my bones
spun from widow’s silk
and feared that
with just your lips you could destroy me.
I knew the lonely parts of your heart.
They were my campgrounds
when my walls began to burn and
the ash and smoke threatened
to suffocate me beneath my
crumbling ribcage.When it was winter in my heart,
and my veins became
frozen red rivers,
you always had a fire going
in yours.
I would huddle inside the
crevices between
your atriums and swim in your
bloodstream until I, too, was red
underneath your skin.
Tsunami
i’m not even sure what these
three words
mean, but I know
when I look at you
there is a tsunami inside me and
the waves scream
I love you I love you I love you.
We Look For Answers
in the palms of our hands,
on narrow roads that
twist and intersect.in wishing well eyes,
uprooting the fibrous tunic in
our frantic pursuit.in echoing cathedrals
where we lay our souls upon
wilting flower beds.in brilliant garbage dumps,
piled high, distorted into
siren’s songs.in the mountains and grasslands and
the coursing veins that run through
the dirt we were and will be.in the folded up papers
whose true triviality is unknown
until we are weaved
back into the earth.in the booming echoes of
our voices as we stand on
elevated hills and yell into the valleys
below.where they cannot be found,
for they reside far beyond
existence.
Closure
When you walked out
of my heart, you left
the door wide open.
I poured my soul out
on a paper plane
and chucked it through the
fragile frame,
hoping you’d read the words:
“Please come home.”I sat for weeks, waiting for you
to close the gaping hole
you carelessly left;
for you to walk through and
apologize for letting the bugs in, you hadn’t meant to, it was a mistake.
but you never did,
so I got up and closed
the damn door myself.
12.31.2012
I’m sitting here trying
not to think of
you,
but my mind always lets you
s
l
i
pin through the cracks when it
wanders.
It Makes Music
I write to release
the emotions and feelings I’m
too scared
to express.
To see my thoughts
on paper. Sometimes
I write toremember
and sometimes toforget.
I write because it’s the only way to make
my feelings concretesolid
cohesive, understandable.
When I write, my
thoughts become art
instead of a jumble in my head.
Rock-a-Bye, Baby
Nobody warned you
that once I left
the warm walls of your womb,
I would be your sacrifice
to this world;
that I was no longer yours to control.
I was destined to move
with the mountains, to walk
barefoot on the soil and let the soles
of my feet close all gaps between me
and the universe.And yet you fight—loudly, violently, teeth bared—
to tell the cosmos I am yours.
My first unsteady steps, the first utterances
to tumble from my mouth, my every
achievement and failure
belong to you.
If you cannot have them, no one can,
not even me.And so you destroy
me
slowly; blindly tearing me apart,
consuming me until
I am once again
completely, undoubtedly, a part
of you.