We’re masked in clever conversation.
Witty remarks.
Perfect metaphors.But poetry is not always
the set of fine china your mother
keeps locked in the cupboard.
It is picking through skin
and meat and getting to
the bones– sucking out the marrow.And sometimes it is the stench
of decaying bodies.
Sometimes it is the taste of
someone else’s blood.
Sometimes it is supposed to
break you.And we are not flowers– we
do not give off warm perfumes.
Sometimes we are fingernails tearing
through the yellow wallpaper.
Sometimes we are covered in
scars (inside and out).
Sometimes we are our own tormentors.
Sometimes we are the pain
we write about.Don’t you see?
I live with my hands permanently
dirty, covered in everyone and
everything I have ever
touched.
Tag: poem about poetry
words. sand
on an
endless
ocean shore
slip through outstretched fingers
slip through my mind
bucket by
bucket
strain out the gold and
stuff my pockets with
little puzzle pieces
a mosaic of words
i string together to
make a key
to the locks on
hearts and minds.
write it all down.
pour your mind on the paper–
all of it:
every passing
thought
every hiccup
every mistake
every “i can’t believe…”
every disaster
every painful memory.
put it all on the lines.
and when you’ve squeezed your sponge dry,
take a wet brush and paint
the words into colors
shapes
noises
textures.
Poetry is being able to see a story in anything.
I Am (Nothing Without) Poetry
I am nothing
besides a collection of poems waiting
to be experienced, waiting
to be written.
I am an urn of emotions, a vessel for verse,
an undulating piece waiting to be
completed.
Words can be vague enough to mean nothing to someone, but mean everything to another.
My Words
Do not ask me to spit
up eloquent words in a
fifteen minute box.
This is not a contest.
This is not about sounding pretty.
This is about truth.
When I am welling with
emotions that I
no longer understand or know how
to feel, when I am anxious
and gasping for
breath in wheezes,
it is how I breathe.
It is nothing, it is
everything— it is happy ever
afters and a knife in the back.
When You Ask What I’m Writing About
seeing the world in a
drop of rain.
finding
meaning in the leaf that has just
fallen onto the pavement.
discovering truth in the
cracks of the living room
couch.
frantically catching thoughts–
like flower petals in a
whirlwind–
in the palm of my hand
before they escape
back into the universe.
hearing stories in her
breath as she lies
next to me,
how much i want
to kiss her.
seeing the universe through
a kaleidoscope,
smashing
it on the floor
in hopes that the colors will
repaint
the skies.
how reading
perfectly phrased metaphors just feels
whole, and like truth, and
like home.
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We’re masked in clever conversation.
Witty remarks.
Perfect metaphors.
But poetry is not always
the set of fine china your mother
keeps locked in the cupboard.
It is picking through skin
and meat and getting to
the bones– sucking out the marrow.
And sometimes it is the stench
of decaying bodies.
Sometimes it is the taste of
someone else’s blood.
Sometimes it is supposed to
break you.
And we are not flowers– we
do not give off warm perfumes.
Sometimes we are fingernails tearing
through the yellow wallpaper.
Sometimes we are covered in
scars (inside and out).
Sometimes we are our own tormentors.
Sometimes we are the pain
we write about.
Don’t you see?
I live with my hands permanently
dirty, covered in everyone and
everything I have ever
touched.
Speechless
Last night I dreamt in poems, but when I awoke, I’d forgotten the words.