There was no hurricane warning the morning you hit me.
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I will always want you, but I will never need you.
I Am A Tornado But You Touched Me Like I Was A Flower
I am thick thighs and a mess of hair
bitten nails and bloody thumbs,
clumsy feet and a mind on overdrive–
a tornado is not supposed to be
beautiful.
But you touched me like I was
inside out,
like you had seen my bones
spun from widow’s silk
and feared that
with just your lips you could destroy me.
I knew the lonely parts of your heart.
They were my campgrounds
when my walls began to burn and
the ash and smoke threatened
to suffocate me beneath my
crumbling ribcage.When it was winter in my heart,
and my veins became
frozen red rivers,
you always had a fire going
in yours.
I would huddle inside the
crevices between
your atriums and swim in your
bloodstream until I, too, was red
underneath your skin.
Tsunami
i’m not even sure what these
three words
mean, but I know
when I look at you
there is a tsunami inside me and
the waves scream
I love you I love you I love you.
We Look For Answers
in the palms of our hands,
on narrow roads that
twist and intersect.in wishing well eyes,
uprooting the fibrous tunic in
our frantic pursuit.in echoing cathedrals
where we lay our souls upon
wilting flower beds.in brilliant garbage dumps,
piled high, distorted into
siren’s songs.in the mountains and grasslands and
the coursing veins that run through
the dirt we were and will be.in the folded up papers
whose true triviality is unknown
until we are weaved
back into the earth.in the booming echoes of
our voices as we stand on
elevated hills and yell into the valleys
below.where they cannot be found,
for they reside far beyond
existence.
Closure
When you walked out
of my heart, you left
the door wide open.
I poured my soul out
on a paper plane
and chucked it through the
fragile frame,
hoping you’d read the words:
“Please come home.”I sat for weeks, waiting for you
to close the gaping hole
you carelessly left;
for you to walk through and
apologize for letting the bugs in, you hadn’t meant to, it was a mistake.
but you never did,
so I got up and closed
the damn door myself.
Don’t Look Back
You’re the only one who can pass me by and make me look back.
12.31.2012
I’m sitting here trying
not to think of
you,
but my mind always lets you
s
l
i
pin through the cracks when it
wanders.
Miss Scarlett In The Ballroom With The Lead Pipe
I washed the sheets four times (once
for every year you dreamt beside me)
before your smell
no longer lingered.I deleted all of your
voice messages on my phone, but
they still replay
in my dreams some nights, and
I will always know your texts by heart.I put all your clothes I gathered over the years, tangible
bits and pieces of you, into a garbage bag
and donated them, but
I still wake up on cold mornings wishing I had
that black jacket of yours.I tore apart
every picture of us, and still
it took me too long to be able to
convince myself there was no missing
half in all those photos of just me.I have flipped it so many times, and yet
I cannot get the imprint of
you out of my memory
foam mattress. The outline of your body
etched in chalk on a crime scene.