I’m somewhere in between
fuck you and please don’t
leave me.
Tag: spilt ink
We Look For Answers
in the palms of our hands,
on narrow roads that
twist and intersect.
in wishing well eyes,
uprooting the fibrous tunic in
our frantic pursuit.
in echoing cathedrals
where we lay our souls upon
wilting flower beds.
in brilliant garbage dumps,
piled high, distorted into
siren’s songs.
in the mountains and grasslands and
the coursing veins that run through
the dirt we were and will be.
in the folded up papers
whose true triviality is unknown
until we are weaved
back into the earth.
in the booming echoes of
our voices as we stand on
elevated hills and yell into the valleys
below.
where they cannot be found,
for they reside far beyond
existence.
What’s Your Name?
Your eyes
make me nostalgic for
something I have yet
to experience.
Please Don’t Give Up
We have our entire lives to die.
Let it Scab Over
It’s okay, I understand.
But the questions in
her eyes say otherwise,
and what she does not understand is that
okay is miles away.
The words taste better when they’re written in blood.
Buzz
The entire universe was under my eyelids
and for one instant, I felt the buzz of my brain
folding in on itself, like the caving
sides of a melting candle.
There is a numbness to being
a million tiny pieces of mosaic, but also
one large silhouette
all at once.
Idk
Why did
me
have to love
you?
Eric
I don’t want you to want anything
with anyone else.
I want you to be happy
w a n t i n g only me
The way I am content
d r e a m i n g only
of you.
Closure
When you walked out
of my heart, you left
the door wide open.
I poured my soul out
on a paper plane
and chucked it through the
fragile frame,
hoping you’d read the words:
“Please come home.”
I sat for weeks, waiting for you
to close the gaping hole
you carelessly left;
for you to walk through and
apologize for letting the bugs in, you hadn’t meant to, it was a mistake.
but you never did,
so I got up and closed
the damn door myself.