i never wanted
to need you,
but i closed my eyes and
unclenched my heart
and now, when you’re gone,
sometimes
i’m lost.you have become a refuge.
you lead me
with open palms and
bare soles
to the patch of
sun on the asphalt
while the earth crumbles
around me. you sit cross-legged
and teach me how to smile again
when the muscles in my face
forget.
you kiss me, with lips
like warm blankets, and
i am secure
amidst the chaos.you engulf me like
the sea, and
i am drowning in
your serenity.
i never thought drowning could be so peaceful // a.s.m