We have our entire lives to die.
Tag: TUMBLR POETRY
Let it Scab Over
It’s okay, I understand.
But the questions in
her eyes say otherwise,
and what she does not understand is that
okay is miles away.
The words taste better when they’re written in blood.
Buzz
The entire universe was under my eyelids
and for one instant, I felt the buzz of my brain
folding in on itself, like the caving
sides of a melting candle.
There is a numbness to being
a million tiny pieces of mosaic, but also
one large silhouette
all at once.
Eric
I don’t want you to want anything
with anyone else.
I want you to be happy
w a n t i n g only me
The way I am content
d r e a m i n g only
of you.
Closure
When you walked out
of my heart, you left
the door wide open.
I poured my soul out
on a paper plane
and chucked it through the
fragile frame,
hoping you’d read the words:
“Please come home.”
I sat for weeks, waiting for you
to close the gaping hole
you carelessly left;
for you to walk through and
apologize for letting the bugs in, you hadn’t meant to, it was a mistake.
but you never did,
so I got up and closed
the damn door myself.
All I See Of Souls Are Their Bodies
Less
less
less
I can always do more
to eat less—to feed
the insatiable
hunger for starvation,
the challenge to be
stronger.
No is my power,
my strength, my protection.
I am strong when I say no.
More
more
more
I can always do more
to see less—less fat,
less thigh, less stomach,
less arm, less cheek.
More beautiful, beautiful bone.
Crumble
She was Michelangelo’s David.
She was my Venus de Milo.
She was my goddess, the centerpiece to my world.
Her back tall, arms strong, eyes sure,
the words that spilled from
her lips were the vertical control that moved
my wooden arms, my painted lips.
They were truth.
But rains came.
Winds blew.
Snow froze and cracked
my stone goddess
until one day, I touched her and
all she was was gone.
Dark
It devours me
from the inside out; pulling
me under the surface, and I’m
too tired to resist.
It’s weight comforts me
like a blanket and lulls me into
a sleep I wish to never wake from.
Black Lodge
Words
toss and turn
in my mind, sleeplessly
trying to realize the truth of what
we were. There is distortion
in the movie
that plays on repeat in my head.
Sometimes the actors change
the script slightly, and
like a game of telephone, the verity is
gone.There may be no truth
remaining in my reality. I
turn and toss
in my bed, hoping to reveal what
we were. Hoping that
the script was based on
a true story, that this was
not a mindless twisted obsession. That
the waves within me which I have
worked so hard to kill were real
in the first place. That
I loved you, once.